Where is God?

when life is unfair.. and problems hits you in the face one after another... And all god said was '' iloveyou'' and ''im here'' but it seems that i cant feel any of you nor do i feel ure love bcuz problems still come and you have done nothing.
so are you powerless or hiding your ''powers'' ? u said you were holding me in your arms.. so are you just bragging, bcuz why cant you show yourself.?
your purpose of allowing purpose is to strengthen us, but it seems many of these problems cause deep hurts in people.. and you still dare to say you love us.?

surely our lives are not a game. So why do u test us if u know we will fail!!!!
im sick and tired of this nonsense of gods ''love'' simply to put it this way you dont give a shit!